Sleeping With Butterflies

On the 12th of April 2015, my beloved Ninang passed away. My mom and the rest of our family friends celebrated her death anniversary yesterday.

I wasn’t able to be there with them because I have work but I made sure that I’m going to visit her so I visited her at around 5am on that day as well. Nakakatawa lang kasi nung pumasok na kami ng nanay ko sa Manila Memorial, sobrang dilim pa. Actually, hinahanap namin yung mga joggers. Pero solid dude (conyo lang), wala pang tao haha nagpaka-tapang nalang kaming dalawa! Hahaha

I just stole photos of them from my mom and Tita Lolit.

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I love the flowers! Ninong arranged it very well. So lovely <3 I guess, I’ll also be receiving flowers on the day of my passing haha. (I have a feeling dun lang ako makakatanggap ng bulaklak *bitter* hahaha)
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Naks, groupie ang mga thundercats
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Ze boys
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Lungkot ni Ninong </3 :(
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Alessandra! Such a cutie pie! <3 I made this my new profile pic hihi

 

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Lakas maka-selfie
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Ayaw paawat

Nagtampo si Mama sa mga photos kasi hindi siya kasama! Hahaha! Alam ko na kanino ako nagmana sa pagiging matapuhin.

Ninang, if you just knew how I miss you so much. I wasn’t really expecting that kind of dream the other night. All I saw was pure white light, hearing the machine in the hospital and I really felt the dextrose on my left hand. They said it was you – which is a good thing (since usually almost all of my dreams they do come true) and it’s a good thing I won’t be having any accident soon.

Thanks for protecting me.

Pero naman Ninang, ang lagay eh parang sinusundo mo na ako sa panaginip ko. Huwag naman ganern. Nakakalurky! Ganun pala pakiramdam ng sinusundo! Sobrang bangungut, buti ginising ako ni Ate!

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